Wednesday 15 January 2020

Hello

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

What do I sense
When I open my eyes
Every moment
Fresh surprise

How to reach
To touch to feel
How to keep
Connection real

What can be lost
Can also be found
In moments left
In being around


16th January 2020


Monday 22 July 2019

Mud in the Water


Mud in the water
Water in the fields
Too many feelings
Paranoid or real

Man in the river
River over full
Too strong a current
Depth to the pool


22nd July 2019

Thursday 18 July 2019

Wishing Well



I can hear you thinking about it
Remembering 
Wishing things had been different here, then and there

I can see you playing around it
Imagining
Throwing what ifs and toys high and low through the air

I can feel you wishing your life away 
With only one foot on the ground
It is never the right time to disappear 
When you are lost you can be found

18th July 2019



Sunday 14 July 2019

Running Out






Slipping, sliding
Across the top
Edging, enticing
Towards the drop
Time to flourish
Then to stop

Pulling, straining
To be released
Never complaining
Biting the leash
Time to encourage
Then be at peace


12th July 2019







Sunday 26 May 2019

Missie



Defiant
Fierce ball of black brown fur
Quick of claw
Demanding
Attention draw

Fragile
Travelling companion
Mesmerising purr
Interrupting
Co-conspirator

 
29/5/18


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Spiral Theory





Coiled strings floating, darting, buzzing through whatever. 


A trail or two behind, a stretch or two in front. 


Miniscule, micro stardust speckles


Conscious, feeling and wondering for all that.




16/9/17


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Beast from the East

pink morning after
orange diggers
yellow teeth
chewing ground

blue grey patches
concrete ribbons
headlight white
scuttling around



Here and Now



Landscapes ahead

What do they look like

At the edge

Of the universe


If there is instead

Only this

Point in place

And nowness?


3/4/2019

What if?




What if – we are not moving?

Misperceiving, being misled

Space and time around us

Moves instead?



What if – there is something?

Too unknowable to have a name

Yet undeniable

All the same



What if – dreams can come true?

We can let each other be

Safely flourishing

Peacefully



What if – you are me?

We think, feel, touch and see

Interdependent

Utterly





19/5/19




Wild Furnace






 
 








Briefly dancing fire and flames


Midnight furnace wild desire


Curious, consuming


Igniting, fighting to inspire





18/4/19

For Aila



Eye lock

Tick tock

The clock

Starts running

Down or up

Depends on how

We choose

Our views



Dark eyes

Surprise

Tough hearts

Start melting

Liquid pools

In which to lose

And choose

New views


 

15/1/19

Big Word



Love is a big word

Too big to say

Too often

Too much to give away

Too lightly



Love is a big word

Big word

Big word

Love is a big word

Big word

Big word

Love is a big word




4/12/18

Wednesday 5 September 2018

The Shuddering

Every ten minutes or so
Unsummoned
Not even accompanied by flares of thought
Whether in word or not

Just a physical reaction
Unprovoked
Other than by a steady accumulation of dust
Neglect, decay and rust


5/9/18

Saturday 15 October 2016

Starting over


Starting over
Re-becoming
Undercover
Mindscape combing

Then out there

Don't know where
or when or why
or how or what,
don't know when by
Don't know what's true
Have to trust what rings
Can't see through
dark envisionings

Starting over
Re-becoming
Undercover
Mindscape combing

Then out there






Saturday 16 July 2016

Shaky Egg






















Heartbeat in the curve:-
"It's different when it's happening to you"
Shadow hands conduct, disturb
Unavoidable endings personal too

If you look for the helpers, you'll know there is hope*
If you look for the helpers, you'll know there is hope

You would rage in the pain
Call into the dark and out what is true
Justice and death are not the same
It feels different when its happening to you

If you look for the helpers, you'll know there is hope
If you look for the helpers, you'll know there is hope




(* Fred Rogers)









Monday 13 June 2016

Ring


still worn
wrapping itself
like a worm
digging claws
through skin
and bone
and hanging on
a dotted line
to the ever after



Monday 23 May 2016

*


just a tiny touch
five minutes out
of consciousness
enough to spark a fire
connection with
the source of all
our instinct
and desire



 
 
 
 
 
 


 
 
 
 
 

Tuesday 16 February 2016

Dad

 









While small bleeds seep inside your mind
Creeping stealth intent unkind
A thousand tears tear through my heart
My soul engaged and ripped apart

Your journey is not made alone
But isolation dark and grown
Knaws at your peace and stirs black fear
I am not able to stay near

They say this is not personal
They say we should be very proud 
They say to focus all our will
On appreciating time allowed

Sometimes you realise the game
Sometimes you shrug away the pain
Sometimes you want the clock to stop
Sometimes you smile and break me up

I want to celebrate your life
And tell you everything will be alright
I want to stroke away anxiety
And bring you restful, gentle days

They say this is not personal
They say we should be very proud 
They say to focus all our will
On appreciating time allowed


16/2/18




Tuesday 20 October 2015

Living Happily


Just a moment here, another over there

Holding tight to light warm laughter

On and on love bubbles bounce

Now, before and ever after


October 2015
























Thursday 1 October 2015

Sometimes


The whole world seems angry tonight
With justification
Stupidity, carelessness, cruelty, spite 
Inflamed indignation
Rising to the fight

Sometimes that's ok
Sometimes I just want it all to go away